I'm back!!
After a very long time away from blogging I'm back. This is partially due to the fact that I am procrastinating severely as my task for today involves packing - yes carpedium is on the move!
I'm finally taking the plunge with the boy - and while part of me is incredibly happy part of me feels slightly resistant.
Its madness isnt it - we are pre programmed and brainwashed by media to focus on achieveing love and balance in our lives... and when I have it - god damn I feel resistant at giving up my freedom
Perhaps its linked to not living in my flat - having worked hard to achieve all I have wanted, owning my own place has been a big part of my life - being financially independent. yet I joke that I would liek to be a kept woman... but would I really ( well maybe for a bit...)
we've played at happy homes,buying furmiture together and designing a new kitchen (sarah beeny look out) and i have loved every minute of that - but what happens when all that excitement is over and we are left with just us - livng together, in the same confined space with no escape??
Stay Tuned for the next update. I must catch up on all your lives and then I WILL get on with the packing!
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